Looking For Eric (2009)

Introduction

When Ken first told me that Eric Cantona wanted to meet him I wasn't sure if it was another of his wind-ups. I knew he had been suffering; his beloved team Bath City had been in trouble and I thought he might have been fantasising again. But there Eric was... the King himself, sitting in our offices.

We met to discuss a short treatment Eric and his brothers had prepared for French film company Why Not about a real fan who had followed Eric from Leeds United to Manchester United and as a result lost his job, his mates and his family. I think it had strong possibilities, but in the end a fictional story, and the freedom therein, has its own enormous pull.

Maybe it was the terrible flu I had when we met that day, but as we talked my mind kept drifting off to many of those wonderful goals Eric scored, his flashes of inspiration, his temper, the infamous karate kick, the 'Sardine' press conference, the songs of the crowd, and for no good reason other than it stuck in my mind, that absolute peach of a goal he scored against Sunderland. But it was crystal clear to both Ken and myself that Eric's intriguing character both on the field and off opened up fascinating possibilities.

After having recently completed two tough films (It's a Free World and The Wind that Shakes the Barley) Ken, Rebecca (Producer) and myself had a firm inclination that no matter what our next project would be, there would have to be a strong element of mischief in it to keep us sane.

For quite some time too I had been talking to Ken about a possible story involving grandparents. I knew this wasn't going to get financiers salivating but since my own kids were born I have become more and more curious about the complex interweaving and multifaceted roles grandparents have in our lives. In many ways they keep the world turning, but with few exceptions, they are invisible on screen, or grossly stereotyped.

Older protagonists open up an incredible well of past lives, so I have always been intrigued by the possibility of a story that would look just as much to the past as unfold in the present. Our past isn't gone, but is fiercely loaded.

A cluster of questions and contradictory notions kept coming to mind in one big unmanageable tangle. I found myself wondering how we define turning points in our lives; how people we have met along the way have left an indelible impression on our souls and whom we will probably recall on our deathbeds; I wondered about accidents of timing, of when couples meet and who they are at that moment. Past mistakes may fester; hurt and blame can tumble over each in a endless cycle that can still cast a shadow on our present. I thought about our fantastic gift of memory that can make 30 years ago burn with the intensity of yesterday. I reflected on how we can get 'stuck', what makes for change, and what a complex endeavour it is to understand each other. What is hidden, and what is just too painful to confront? I wondered about our capacity to forgive, not just the other, but ourselves.

And as we grow older, what happens to our confidence and that fragile sense of ourselves? What we become seldom matches what we might have imagined in those fearless days of our early twenties. A long life can be a right bloody mess and it is a never-ending challenge to manage all the new layers, which are in a constant state of flux. Sometimes it is a closer call than we dare admit to slide from moments of crisis over to breakdown and possible madness.

Maybe some of the above fermented with the flu, my conversations with Ken, and the unexpected - Eric's goal against Sunderland. It is no ordinary strike, but a moment of beauty; his physical prowess, the dribble around two defenders, his sublime one-two with team mate Brian McClair - and all the while you can sense the excitement of the crowd swell - and then the final audacious flash of imagination to chip and swerve the ball in a beautiful arc to land a few inches inside the left hand post. The crowd roared with pleasure and amazement. No wonder Eduardo Galeano calls a goal football's orgasm. But it wasn't the orgasm that got me, but Eric's pose after he struck. He sticks out his chest, honours all those present with a full circle as if looking every single one of the 50,000 fans in the eye, and saying, "My gift to you"! It was a moment of supreme self-confidence, man and stadium in communion.

For no good reason I caught an imaginary glimpse of a man called Eric Bishop on the terraces that day. That goal kept him going for months as he struggled through his chaotic life. When we join Little Eric, father, step father, grandfather, and at least twice separated, the Cantona days of going to the football with his mates are long gone. Unlike Big Eric, he senses people see through him. He not only feels he is losing control of everything around him, but much more terrifying he feels he can't even rely on himself. When Little Eric looks himself in the eye he confronts a lost man, heading for the precipice. I day dreamed about the possibilities of throwing these two Erics together to see what would happen - and what freer place to meet than in the mind of Eric Bishop as he struggled to keep his sanity, ambushed by both the past and the present, and hiding away from the world in his little bedroom. Could Eric Bishop find himself again?

Ken and I entertained ourselves with many possibilities but it was all in the abstract until we met again with Eric to discuss this rather strange juxtaposition. Did Big Eric fancy being a figment of a mentally unstable grandfather's imagination... how would he like to be a nonconformist shrink smoking spliffs... and could he dance rock and roll? At least I knew he would love the proverbs.

In all honesty as I made my way to Paris to meet Eric again I had no idea how this would all turn out. The first thing was to see if Eric was open to this madness, and secondly, to get some sense of the man. It turned out to be a fantastic few days with Eric laughing out loud at some of the daft scenes we had imagined and he suggested many more. From the outset he was remarkably modest, and best of all, he was prepared to laugh at himself. It was important for me too that he genuinely had some empathy for the fictional Eric and his life. This gave me a tremendous sense of freedom when I came to write the script.

Eric passed on a few gems over those days. And perhaps befitting the man, he often turned expectation on its head. I asked him what it felt like to have 50,000 people chanting his name and singing songs about him. He told me it was scary; scared it might stop. (It reminded me of Maradona: "I need them to need me.") He told me he set out to surprise the crowd every game he played, but to do that, he had to surprise himself first. I asked him about his greatest football moment ever, fully expecting a winning goal in a cup final or league decider. He surprised again, telling me it was a pass he made to Ryan Giggs. (We couldn't find footage of this pass and subsequent goal but his pass to Irwin, which we use in the film, was ingrained in my memory.) But what if Giggs had missed? Eric's reply: "You must trust your team mates. Always." This fitted in perfectly with what I imagined would be a key idea in the film, of Little Eric finding the courage to take a risk, and trust his mates and Lily again, with his own fragility.

I asked him about his nine-month ban, a horrendous length of time when you consider how short the career of a professional footballer is. After such an ordered, disciplined life, the routine of the weekly fixtures, to say nothing of the adrenalin-high of playing in front of a packed stadium I asked him how he managed to confront the solitude of it all. He told me he had to find something to fill him up. What I asked? He replied, "I tried to play the trumpet." How about that... this footballing genius in front of a worshipping crowd one week, and the next, in the loneliness of his room, all fingers and thumbs struggling with a trumpet.

In one fell swoop celebrity culture punctured; no matter who we are, Big Eric or Little Eric, here we are battling to make sense of each day. I love that surreal scene in the film when Big Eric armed with his trumpet, and Little Eric armed with his memory, stand on a council flat balcony and look out over Manchester and the world beyond. I find each misplaced note magical, a hymn to all those imperfect messy lives out there, a celebration of our fragility, and a clarion call to make that leap of faith to confide in those that love you. Always.

by Paul Laverty, Writer

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